October 2007

Not sure if I’m going to use this journal or the hopewitch one, longer term….the two are linked for me to different times and dreams…I began the hopewitch account when trying to find a safe space for my poly thoughts…and now I’m allowing art, artist, earner, self-believer to grow.
I don’t write so much now though….so many words have tumbled out of my feelings over the years, but they turned into shapes and colours a few years ago now….perhaps when I realised there were no answers to life’s questions… just living….and when life’s ecstasies became more bearable and flowing…when I learnt to allow them to exist into the universe through experiencing them, an experiential conversation with the all that is. I still like to read my old ramblings though. They transport me.
This journal, hopefully, like the last, will help me stay on track…help me see clearly the continuity of my thoughts and desires. 
And hopefully it will hold a little world for me to grow in and play in.
expect randomness, big spaces and lots of mistakes.

Stupidly tired and sitting up waiting for Mark….might have to give up in a minute!
I’ve been tapping on computer keys for forty minutes now…mostly on facebook to send little gifts to my friends….it’s too late to ring anyone cos I watched crap telly for hours before moving on to internet reality.

Friday tomorrow, Marks last day at his current job….hmmm
too late to acheive anything much today…housewife extraordinaire. 
The week has gone really fast…Lisa arrives tomorrow…Party Saturday…and time with Choci and a party on Sunday….good job Mark has next week off!

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