Now I’ve worked out how to follow blogs I’m loving how easy it is to browse through all the gorgeousness and news!
I haven’t even looked back to see how long it’s been since I posted (I’m working toward this being an entirely guilt free zone)…I just know the particular shade of blur my life has been recently and it’s decidedly lacking in a splash of blogginess, mine and every body’s I love to peruse.
My life blur is usually shot through with Vibrant Turquoise, Mellow Yellow, Loving Pink and Peaceful Green. Thoughts and ideas of lovely souls on this planet other than my immediate kin…and I feel less sane, less rich without them.
Life is full though, of other beauties and thought provocation, other Energisers and Serious amounts of Sunshine (well for England at least!) and a seemingly constant barrage of shop, clean, cook completely unrevealed by my unkempt house…beginning to wish I’d found the pennies and space for Leonie and Lisa’s de-cluttering fest!
Okay I’m off to get my fix, soak in some inspiration and work out what’s next in the mix.
Aren’t they sweet! It’s my first attempt at animals.
I did this for a friend’s Birthday, just in time I might add! Talk about loving a deadline, I’m trying to work out why I do things in the last three days possible instead of the first three days possible.
Wow! I’m also wondering if I have what it takes to open and hold this space…I have such wonderful dreams, such a hopeful heart…but the distinct sensation that being a dreamer alone is not enough…not a help…not creating the change I want to see in my little world…and also the now tangible fear that that is all I am.
I’ve brought enough projects of one sort or another to fruition to know that it just takes step after step after step…but I’m having difficulty even explaining what I’d like to do at the moment.
Life seems to be bringing me all the tools I could dream of though so I guess it’s just time to get on with the dance.
My life is very busy though…is it big enough? Am I big enough to hold enough space for each of my boys and this and the need for an income…eek let alone …okay. enough panicking for this minute…Love, let go, dream let go, turn up, let go.
Okay…now to do the two next posts that I told my cousin I would do over a week ago!
Just have to take a moment to offer up Huge Gratitude for the gifts life is bringing me at the moment!
After already receiving the feast of rich and wonderful talks presented by Jennifer McLean through her Healing with the Masters series…and having just posted about the ‘Heart Space’ we’re opening to creating…I just visited Jennifer’s ‘Big Book Of You’ and clicked on a most beautiful image and ended up here.
Life is Huge and Gracious and Amazing.
I’ve done it….I deleted a post!
There’s a first time for everything, and it’s a freeing feeling!
I never got round to the giveaway (though I did create one of the oddest pieces I’ve ever created whilst trying!) and the post about it was annoying me…and this space isn’t supposed to annoy me!
I will get back to it soon though.
And talking of spaces!!!!
We got the go ahead to use the space we had our eye on for a community project!
‘Heart Space’ is going to exist!
Once I’ve finished panicking about it being real that is!