September 2005

There are amazing beautiful wonderful people on this planet, Paul Nolan is one of them...and loving friendship is a gift, perhaps The Gift in this life. Wishing healing and love to Rachel and her little family.  

Never mind banging my head against it....I feel like I'm bodily throwing myself against a brick wall! hmmm maybe even a flint one at that! Working for other people is so much easier than making it up yourself. I suspect that something... Continue Reading →

I've had a few very down days...I can tell how far I am from living my dreams by how unhappy I am during my period...and this month was really bad. But I've woken this morning with a very very familiar,... Continue Reading →

So much for plans and timetables! Zacky is sick so we're curled up on the sofa with a duvet...

...Seem to have found the answer to constantly feeling that there are things I must/need to do. Zacky and I now begin a working day at 09:30 that ends at 13:30. we've been trying it for a couple of days now... Continue Reading →

Yesterday I heard something I've heard a thousand times before... "Why are we here? is the ultimate question" and it struck me how absurd it unanswerable and pointless...and suddenly every question and thought seemed quite pointless. And suddenly the... Continue Reading →

It's really strange to self-define....I'm used to becoming what is needed of me, to rising to the external challenge/demand placed on me at any one time. Becoming something from the inside is different, and I'm not entirely convinced possible. I'm... Continue Reading →

Such a beautiful class, making music, eating good food, hugs and chat a plenty, all with beautiful friends.... I'm still clearing up the mess! Enjoying it today though.  

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