I’ve had a few very down days…I can tell how far I am from living my dreams by how unhappy I am during my period…and this month was really bad. But I’ve woken this morning with a very very familiar, yet lightly surprising ache, full of images of love and spirit. My mind is racing through images of old relationships and I can tell part of me is searching for the thread…for the places I’ve lost it (or let go of it).

It’s a good stage…achey because I suddenly feel the grief and longing for those people and relationships, or past stages in relationships I’m still in, all over again…but good because usually the next step in my life, as it is, suddenly becomes apparent.

The thread runs through all things at all times, it just has to come into focus, and it’s always in my hands when I find it.