One of those strange moments in life that make no sense to me what so ever…I know that feelings aren’t rational, but how ridiculously scared can we be of someone we like or love!? 

Surely it means I have no faith or trust in them, myself or the universe, or little enough to barely count! If I had the faith in one, that I so blithely tell myself I have in all three, then where could any fear come from?

If I have faith and trust in the universe then the best will come, If I have faith in them then I will expect them to accept me, if I faith in myself I’ll either get it right or love myself anyway….The fact that I am so easily reduce to such an uncomfortable state of nerves is not a happy sensation…

May I have more faith in all three.