I am too much
Today is too much
I have spent too much time
On a project now abandoned
Too much money
On a project now struggling
Give too much credence
To the sense I am failing
Too much embarrassment
At the emotions, rage and violent tornado of profanity I am internally
Too much self distaste
For the too much desire
to fall into helping arms
and abandon my-too-much-self
As everything I am supposed to be
Is just
Too much.