I am too much.
Today is too much.
I have spent too much time
On a project now abandoned,
Too much money
On a project now struggling.

Giving too much credence
To the sense I am failing.
Too much embarrassment
At violent emotions,
The rage and profanity
Internal tornado.

Too self distasteful
At too much desire,
to fall into helpful arms,
and abandon

Everything I am supposed to be
Is just
Too much.