and I ask her

“What is this dream to me?”

& she fills my chest with her blue light
& tells me

“This is how you understand yourself.
This is how you know
Who you are
& where your boundaries are.
You are finding your limits.”

When I take everything in
She says

“You are beginning to see the dream.
You have seen me create
& you know who I am.
You just wont believe it.”

“Why wont I believe it?”

“That’s another limit
Another edge to go beyond.
Only when you grasp something
Even less solid beyond that one
Will it become your reality
…and so are the stages.”